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Tuesday, September 1, 2009Y
haiz


mao.. ya.. happy or sad this is the place where i can throw everything here..how should i put it? i hav tons of unhappy things or troubled..........and i dunno when i can solve all...
im all alone right now and yes i will tell and force myself to be strong.. yeah,im sure i can do it well..
im losin hope ,losin my heart,losin my confidence,losing my own self....
i used to be a strong gal.. i duno since when im getting weaker and weaker..
i want to put a strong front, i dun wan my friends to worry abt my problem.. how should i say? im getting speechless every now and then ..its a bit draggy this post cause i dunno how to put my emotions into words and tell maomao abt it..

its hard to be me,and you wun wan to be me ... really..
i miss my own smile already , i miss myself.. ya.. sound stupid but i really do miss the past me.. laugh like crazy joke like mad gal..

sudden feel pain.. everywhere..i dun even know how i injured my elbow.. it hurts right now..
alone in the living room.. dunno..

i dunno how should i feel or how should i react or feel... i feel so upset wif myself.. i dun even know whether i am able to sleep soundly later..

seriously need a hug or a pat.. any one will do..

im left alone again in the night withour havin somebody.....
nite mao.. shall be starin into air on my bed now......................
dun wish to see anybody at this moment................................
我不会爱.................................

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