hello.....mao.Finally its friday and finally im free to blog. well,sch has started and class was fine.
Just that every morning when I reach interchange, my heart pump faster than usual.Im afraid and I DONT WANT to face it.Not jus interchange, whereever the sch..that this shadow jus annoy me so much. And there the problem comes again.
Mood swings=dun feel like talking in class=affects grades=afffects dar=affects us
you know the worst thing is? im so unlucky man! whereever i go, i will jus see the thing.THE MOST MOST MOST UNLUCKY THING IS me and dar sign up for a workshop.There is different dates for us to choose. AND GOD!!! TELL ME!! why I HAVE TO FACE IT!!! WHY CANT LEAVE this shadow LEAVE MY SIGHT?!!!! why must the shadow follows me? so many dates why must it be the same. 2 hours in the workshop. I bet its gonna be a ugly one!! 2 hours seems 2 century to me.
I hate this me . especially when I am jus not brave enough to face horrible things.
maybe others i can.But when it comes to relationship ,i get influence and i jus cant be brave.