mao...



listening to canon D while writing this post. nice nice .. i had got a picture of me sitting near the big sea ,letting the wind blow through my face, i felt loved by the surrounding .
If everything could turn back, i wished i was not in this planet. maybe others, where i could stay as happy as i could, laugh at little things, eat whatever i wish... nice nice picture~~~



felt love listenin to canon D ya..love in this music, not others. slowly, i take a deep breath. i think more challenges awaits me to tackle it. Shall need lots of energy. Bless me.
i have not been feeling good..its time to wake up. i thought this year should be a fine year. But still, things are hard to predict.



today i watched Blood ties. rated 6.5/10.
i need to get out of this country to break free myself. each time when im upset, my stomach playin with me as well. I had stomach ache half way through typing this post =.=
if i can have brainwash, im sure i will be happier. =x bad thoughts. hmm..maybe maybe~~ my dreams !


maybe im just not good enough for you.You can have your choice since its your life. Since you choose not to tell me the truth. I will not ask. I dunno why is things like tat each time. Alright, blame it on me , im too petty, im too narrow minded,im too childish, im not mature..
yes yes yes. Its okay for me really. im getting sick of hearing sorry. How much i really mean to you? maybe im worthless.Im sick of quarrel, im sick of shouting at you when you turn yr back away, im sick of keep asking you this and that like a inspector, im sick of myself at this state .
Why am i going through all these? How i wish i was you?

the past is always so beautiful, bad memories suck big time.


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